||[Sep. 23rd, 2006|08:06 pm]
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So i had a talk with chrisey, and tried to sort stuff out.
i came to the conclusion that i don't really care and what he done was exactly what i did so i understand and i am going to refrain from talking him down now. although i still dislike him, whatever. even after talking things through, he still doesn't want to speak to me. his reason for this before was because it was too hard to talk to me cause he still loved me. now i said thats not the case so why doesn't he just get over himself and do it, basically. and he said cause he still doesn't want to. for a nearly 19 year old, hes still pretty immature.
lifes too short in my eyes.
and i just dont want to make enemies.
i can't be arsed with pettyness. so im over it.
if he speaks to me i'll speak back,
but im not going out my way for that boy again.
honestly mate, i think you still think i love you or something.
well get this straight, I DONT. I LOVE ANDREW.
did you expect me to love you forever :/?
I WANT BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOZE
GET ME BOOZE! + WHERES MY FOOD :(